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Listening to #EmptyThePews

8/28/2017

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If you do Twitter, or if you keep your ear to the ground on churchy things, you may have heard about the hashtag #EmptyThePews.  As I understand, it initially began as way to create community for people who've been thinking about leaving evangelical churches that preach/teach hate or align themselves too cozily with power and privilege.  It has since evolved into a support group of sorts for anyone deeply hurt by toxic churches and in need of a place to share stories, vent and heal.

My first response was to throw myself into the conversation - to say I was very sorry,  that the kinds of things they had experienced were antithetical to Jesus' teachings, and that there were in fact good churches and pastors out there so that folks could #FindANewPew.  I even tweeted handles of pastor colleagues I know to be open/welcoming/affirming, encouraging the #EmptyThePews crowd to reach out if they felt so inclined.

I got a few snarky responses, as is the risk whenever you launch yourself into the Twitter-sphere.  In hindsight I realize that my enthusiasm may have been interpreted as, once again, churchy-types offering church as the answer to everything - which certainly wasn't my intention.  I begin wondering if I had made a mistake; that perhaps firing off a string of tweets may not have been the best way to go.

It was around that time that I received one response in particular - a string of them, actually, from the same person:

What struck me as I read T.S.'s tweets was the way she helped me better understand the community's purpose, what it's like for someone recovering from a toxic church, what my role in that could be (and not be), and what in the end we have in common - all with tremendous grace and authenticity.  Here was someone who had felt unwelcomed by the church, making a church person feel welcomed.  I responded with gratitude and thanks for not just what she shared, but how she shared it.
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The next day, some guy caught the tail end of our exchange and started inquiring about the hashtag, but doing so with an air of condescension and more than a whiff of "if you just knew the real Jesus like I do, you'd be alright."  T.S. was tremendously patient with him - to the point where I was the one thinking, "come on, dude!"  In the end she brought closure to the conversation in a respectful manner I both admired and appreciated. 

I've been following the hashtag ever since.  Checking in on it here and there.  I continue to sit with the anger, the frustration, the hurt of these people.  And I'm learning to approach things differently, based on a few observations:  

First, I now see that this is a sacred space of sorts, although I'm not sure they would necessarily call it that. There is real pain and hurt out there that has been caused by churches, and these people need a place to gather, vent and heal. Because of that, they don't need me to contribute much to the conversation, if at all. What they need me to do is just listen.  And I am.

Second, it appears that most of these folks understand that not every Christian embraces harmful ideologies, and not all churches do the kinds of things that have caused them such deep pain. So they don't need me to keep differentiating myself.  But here's the thing - even so, I can't let myself off the hook. I still have to ask the hard question: whether I or my church/denomination have ever hurt people, intentionally or otherwise.  Chances are I/we have.  And that needs to be reckoned with.

Third, as moved as I've been by the grace I've received from T.S. and some others in the #EmptyThePews community, I've also been appalled by those who see this space as a place to full-on evangelize or, worse, further the kind of spiritual abuse and bashing/shaming that created the need for the hashtag in the first place (made even more painful by the recent release of the "Nashville Statement" that not only doubles-down on LGBTQ condemnation but also condemns non-LGBTQ folks who support LGBTQ people).  As a person of faith, this is embarrassing and disheartening.  It has not gone unnoticed on me that the ones behaving more "Christ-like" in these exchanges are often the ones who never plan on being part of a church or religion again.
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If I am totally honest, there's a part of me that continues to hope those who #EmptyThePews eventually #FindANewPew, because I still believe very much in the church and its ability to embody the love and justice of Jesus and do good in the world.  And I know there are pastors out there, and their churches, who would love these people as they are and assist them in their healing, because we pastors talk often about this very thing.  But I also realize it would be wrong of me to impose that on someone just because it's been my experience, just because it's my creed.  As T.S. mentioned in the stream above, however these folks find their healing, it should be respected.  And I agree.  

Besides, there are other things the church should focus on beyond simply offering a seat on Sundays. We should first make sure that we align ourselves with the message of Jesus when it comes to how we treat ourselves and each other.  We should root ourselves firmly in love and resist any co-opting of our faith communities by the powers-that-be.  We should not be afraid to speak out when injustice occurs; when the voice and action of the church could really mean something.  In short, we should make sure our own house is in relatively good order, or at least strive to live in greater authenticity/humility/awareness.  Maybe if we were better at those things, people wouldn't be hurt and want to leave in the first place.

Thanks, #EmptyThePews, for helping me listen better.  I'm all ears.
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Lily Swag
9/10/2017 12:35:32 am

The biggest barrier for me is folks who still think they know better than I do about what I believe/should believe. I don't know any Christians that will concede that it's possible I'm the one who is right. There are lots of different ways of explaining away me leaving the church, but even the ones that don't focus on me sinning or being selfish/rebellious still orbit around the idea that I'm deceived. Lost. Hellbound. Even the ones that believe in "once saved, always saved" still think that I'm just confused or hurt and one day I will come back to my faith in Jesus. I don't mean to offend, but honestly- I can't go back to believing in Jesus anymore than I can return to my belief in Santa. Some genies just don't go back into the bottle.

I'm exhausted by all of the well-meaning people who subtly drop hints that they are praying for me or that they "know" I will come back some day. I'm flabbergasted that the same group of people who will praise and brag about a 5 year old's salvation prayer refuse to acknowledge that I might be a rational thinking adult who can make up my own mind about this stuff.

Your post is amazing and I wish I saw more of it in the church. My question is, though, can you truly respect me as someone who may very well be right, or will you always see me as deceived/confused/hurt/whatever?

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Steve
9/10/2017 11:22:05 pm

Lily, thanks for your thoughtful response. I wanted to clarify what you mean by "someone who may very well be right." I think you mean "right" as in "right to choose for myself not to be part of a church." I think that's what you mean, but wanted to make sure.

As a Christian I believe we're all given free will to choose faith or not to choose. So I absolutely respect someone's decision not be part of a church community, and certainly do not see them as deceived/confused/etc. We're all on a journey all of our lives - no one ever fully "arrives." That's part of the joy and challenge of living - at least that's the way I see it.

I hope this answers your question. Peace to you!

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